home at last

Yes its only been one day but god it feels like longer.. is doing great today.. surgery went really good got her cleft fixed for now, got un tongue tied, and got a priacular ear pit removed... i was not looking for ward to it but im glad its over with.. i was all brave and strong until i seen her.. i swear i about passed out.. sweat just started poaring off of me..i was burning up and for a minute i had to walk away.. its so hard to see your baby like that.. i tried to prepare myself with stuff online but its just diffent when its your own.. she did not like being drugged at all she was crabby,pukey hot all last night.. but shes feeling good now so now its mommies turn to take a nap...thanks for caring for emma and your well wishes

time is here

well tonights the night for the sleep over really not looking forward to it.. jj's in a bad mood giving me bad mojo... emma is getting ready to stop eating at 7:00 till after the surgery.. so everyone say prayers... pray for emma to be well and to be back to her normal bubbly self, pray that i dont loose it and cry all day.. pray that nicks sleep over goes very smoothley... pray that the grouch gets over his mood.. just pray that the surgery will go smoothley... I will try to update as soon as I can.. oh emma tried a squiggles stander today.. she stood in it for like 20 minutes...I swear she grew like 3 inches in it, i was so proud, she loved it and the man who delivered it... so she will probabley be getting one, unless she improves on her standing, etc before it is approved...well think of us..

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getting nervous

We'll got 4 days to go and i'm getting so nervous.. plus nick is gonna have his first sleep over the night before.. so my nerves are really gonna be tore up.. I know my kid is almost 8 and still hasnt slept anywhere yet.. i inhereted my moms paranoid genes...well im attaching a pic of emma in her new goodwill table.. thank god for goodwill...lol..

growing up just a lil?

My lil man may be growing up just a lil.. he always gets the same haircut year after year. so he decided he was gonna get a cool hair cut.. but his hair grows funny so the argued for awhile then he started to cry but i want style.. so we picked on out that he agreed on and now hes cool he can spike it or faux hawk it. hes gonna be stuck up like his daddy..owell nothing else going on except life and wanting to torture the hubby but we wont go into that... owell later

cleft surgery

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another darn good day

well woke up about 4 in the morning to might a big dead mouse in my kichen floor.. ekkkkkkk so i go get the dh to come and get so he flushed it.. grose... just grose.. then the one in my car we cought him to.. my son nick thought it was the coolest and of cours wanting to keep it.. these darn movies making kids want rats.. athough on csi the scientist had a ear growing of the but of a rat.. it was grose.. so when emma needs any ear were going a different route..damn i hate mice.. beatiful day today. nic and brian made a hill slide off emmas wheechair ramp.. all the neighbor kids love it...ow well hope all is well in the world today. pray for jackie who is sick.. pray for michelle who has cancer and cant get any help.. pray for emma that her surgery will go great.. she will heal quickly and get back to being her lil emma nu self. love to all...

not a good day until now

well ive had a bad week... Got a mouse in my car.. so disgusting.. i was gonna try and brave it and go to walmart. so i put rubber bands around my ankles until I got to the car. I about had a panick attack just thinking of it running up my leg. so i didnt go.. then along with all of our other money problems.. our checking accounts been levied.. wooo hoooo.. lovin it.. now the husband has gone to get a check to replace what they took. now hes broke down. and his phone is dead. so hopefully he gets home ok...oh yea did I mention my fat but almost got stuck on the kiddie slide at the school.. now that you all know my pain pray i have a better day... at least emma is happy she found a new toy.. so cute she is...