Thursday, March 6, 2008

my crazy life

Well emma started physical therapy today. Im so glad for her. but kind of sad. we always say how good she's doing. I guess because she's not sick. but to say she really doesnt do much to the therapist. she just plays... but I guess thats still good. I guess it just comes with having a special needs child you just try to make everything seem ok. I think in a way if we say its all ok then we dont have to deal with reality. sometimes its hard to believe shes handicap. I used her handicap sign for the 1st time yesterday. i felt like people were staring and wondering whats wrong with her baby. I thank god everyday for my beautiful children. I read makilys moms blog alot I feel like my life in a way shadows her life. so many things that she goes through i feel i go through. its so amazing there are people just like us out there.. well emma will be one soon. im so happy and so sad at the same time. we keep saying we want to get her a cake. at least let her mess in it. because she cant eat. but what if she puts it in her mouth.. I dont know....

MAKE A WISH

MAKE A WISH
Toes in the sand

Bahama's princess

Bahama's princess
make a wish 2013

GROWN UP

GROWN UP
MY BOY

i love u

i love u

Emma in the nicu

Emma in the nicu