Wednesday, February 25, 2009
lordy lordy.. my eye twitch is in full bloom today..I thought nick was feeling better to go back to school today.. but an hour of yelling i'm blind, my toothbrush is covered in hair (no there was no hair) my stupid pants etc etc.. I decided maybe he wasnt ready to go back to school today.. some days I really feel I could use a nerve pill.. so I'm attaching a pic he drew a couple weeks ago.. his other fish aka silvey died so i ran to walmart and got a new silvey...so now silvey will live forever or as long as walmart carries that color.. but with him being the dramatic sensitive child he is, i felt it was in all of our best interest..I never would have thought I would do that but if you had to here it you would too.. PS HE HUNG THIS OVER OUR TOILET
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Ok first I would like to start out by saying errrrr.. thats to nicks teachers. I have discussed about nicholas and being forgetful, adhd has ahold of him alot, he cant concentrate half the time.. he doesnt hear half of what you say because yea HE IS NOT FOCUCED. any teacher that knows about adhd or asbergers all know that kids can not focus.. so every week a couple times a week.. I feel I get sculded by the teacher for not completing work..every day we do homework read books etc etc. At the 1st of the school year his teacher said he would only have 1 sheet aday.. he gets 3 alot.. is it my fault he cant remember to bring work home..its my responsibilty to do work at home..but shouldnt she be giving him a lil extra nudge to bring stuff home. i know he has to have accountability, but have the time hes not listening to her.. it just urks me.. like im a bad parent they way she comes to the car to tell me this with her lil smirk on her face..
ok secondly.. i got emma a potty chair not to potty train her but to let her butt air out..shes had a horrible but rash for weeks and im tired of digging poo from a towel.. but for 2 days now shes pooed like 4 times and peed several times.. she doesnt really know what shes doing, but shes doing it so im just gonna keep it up.. yea.. oh ps were does emma get her sleep face from..lol
Thursday, February 19, 2009
So emmas reflux study came back really good.. which i think is because we just switched her milk. her gas has gone down by like 75%.. but now she has a bleeding but rash.. we have tried 2 types of anitfungal creams not working so now im trying letting her just be naked.. she seems happy about it.. just laying there laughing.. I hope it works.. she is in so much pain.. plus i think shes getting another upper respritory infection again.. i wonder what causes that.. who knows.. I think Im gonna try maloxx on her but i dont know what else to do its been like 2 weeks..i'm thinking about getting her a lil potty chair so she can have somewhere to sit and air out, as im typing shes smacking her but and so happy.. I wish she could cruise the house how much airing out can you do when your sitting on a towel.. owell..
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
I'm so dreaming of a long away life filled with joy and no worries... beaches sun shine happy happy days... why should some have so much and others struggle daily just to keep the electric on..OH mexico and a joyoous life think of me..
Monday, February 9, 2009
Well this week has gone pretty good.. considering emma has another ear infection and huge yeast infection from the antibiotics.. friday has a ph probe to see if shes refluxing again..not looking forward to that..we took the kids to the school so nic could try to ride a bike, no he still cant ride a bike.. I dont know if its fear or what but guess he will get it one day.. we took emma's gait trainer and man she had a ball she walked and walked for like 30 minutes people kept staring but owell I feel when they look they learn.. tonight I kind of got hit with a sad whammy.. nic said mom if i had one wish i wish emma would be normal like you and me, I mean how is she ever gonna get married.. I explain it to him, but I still dont think he gets the whole story.. it really broke my heart.. but she is true gift and we are blessed to have her..