Well we have had a fairly good christmas. Emma got her hearing aide! I had no idea how bad she was hearing until I say her face light up with her hearing aide. The best way I can describe it is to say it was like and is like watching an autistic child wake up. everything has been exciting for her and for me to watch. Dont run out of meds when your child gets a miracle..lol I have been a mess.. nicks insurance got cut off so he is out of meds till the 1st of the year so its been fun with him too. he had good christmas with getting a wii. its holiday time that we realize how alone we really are. In south carolina we always ate with neighbors. we are happy just being us but sometimes it gets to be to much. like right now nick is laying in the floor crying I hate my life. How many times must a child jump from bed to bed and fall before he stops. maybe when something is broken. he doesnt cry like a normal 9 year old. his autism or what ever it is is getting on my nerves. this boy will not wear clothes. whats that boy on snl thats in his undies all the time..stewey? It can be overwhelming at times and i'm tired of begging for clothes.
I'm trying to pick out schools for emma my choice is between 2. I have to figure out full or part day. Im so conflicted. no one has ever taken care of emma. will she handle being away that long will they feed her right. I know that I need the break. I have lots of excersise planned when she goes. but its all very stressfull. well. I will keep you all posted on her hearing and all. its a true miracle..an expensive one..thanks insurance..lol..happy holidays to you all. if you have not seen the video of emma hearing yet. the link is right below..