Thursday, April 22, 2010

overwhelmed

You know somedays I handle my life really really well..somedays..most days I guess.. but this week..wow..am I over whelmed..I long for the normal life..

I am depressed..
My husband is bipolar/crazy..lol
Nick is asbergers/adhd and now being tested for an auditory processing disorder..plus he has my gene and will probably have an emanuel baby.
Emma emanuel syndrome, 1 ear, tube fed..

can we see why I'm stressed and depressed..

Today me and my big ole GENES are depressing me..I love my children more than life and sometimes it really bothers that my genes have done a number..I dont regret having them but today I want more for them.. I want them to be normal..

So today..I dream of mexico..no drs and specialist..daily just one normal freakin day..

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

i know exactly how you feel. I have those days too. those days when you are outside and see the other kids in the nieghbourhood and think damn i am going back into the house!

Hang in there. Mine only last a day or so, then things are ok again.

Sarah.
Daughter Aimee has Emanuel Syndrome. she's 3

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