Well we had our big appointment at childrens.. im conflicted on how i really feel.. There are no words on how I feel about my lil princess.. To me she is so smart and funny... everything she does is truly a miracle.. dare I say I asked the dreaded question.. Do you think Emma is considered severe MR like her diagnosis says..Yes.. she says.. well did I cry no really I wanted to just booo her.. not my princess..
My girl is smart.. why do I have blinders on I dont know why.. She loves to read, interact with others plays ipod, goes potty.. is this really the brain of an 8 month old baby..
So a foundation has paid for emmas and mine new bike were just waiting to pay the 300 for shipping I feel so blessed to have people help us.. but at the same time feel like a forever begger.. Some people may be conflicted on weather to help emma with an ipad.. should a lil one have an ipad is for just for fun will mommy steal it..lol.. no mommy is getting a new computer the 1st week of august..
honesltly to beg for donations is in a way demeaning.. but with special needs being 3 times the cost what choice do i have but to beg and plead for help.. My child doesnt walk talk or eat.. she has so many hurdles in life.. why do we have to fight tooth an nail for everything.. will this life be all about begging for help.. I guess so..
My girl finally got a kidwalk she is crusing like nothing.. my heart has been telling me for 2 years that emma needs this.. and I was right.. so when someone like me asks for donations.. were not going shopping.. My girl is fighting for her life to walk, to eat, to learn to prosper in this life she needs help.. please donate to help emma get an ipad.. please give my girl the chance she desperatly needs..