ive talked to some old friends the past few days, 1 is more like a sister.. they both need some prayers.. one has really bad lyme disease and has not felt good at all for a year.. the other is a mom with four kids who just found out she has cancer.. she has really had a time in life. one of her children had cancer I believe it to 2 times. another one has a sydrome.. she is such a brave person and i cant believe this is happening to her.. I really think us california girls just have issues. were all social anxietied, depressed, dont know what to do with ourselves crazy people.. maybe it was the calif. water to close to mexico..
any how my brain is just going and going.. im crazy i tell ya.. emma is only 1, she could walk or crawl i dont know.. but i am obsesvilly looking on the internet for wheelchairs/strollers., standers, gait trainers, you name it i look guess its good were poor cuz our lil trailer would be full of stuff. i just dont know the age what age do you start to look. i think if i had a map on the wall with dates i would be better.. im half crazy ocd add.. i cant clean i get to unfocused then i want to reaarange crazy i tell ya... owell of to bed to let my head slow down some... oh yeaa.
emmas good.. hemaglobin good got checked at wic today.. almost 22 pounds 30 and half inches tall.. shes a big girl.. this week has been hell TGIF i have doc appt for emma all week and an iep for my son.. crazy oh to be young and skinny again.